HAPPYHAPPY birthday

to NADiNE ! i love you & miss you hella much. im happy we were able to get somewhat closer. but girls night, forsure. sooon to plan =)

so today, i decided to drop stats & add musc8 at sacstate. so now i have a total of 19 units.

yesterday

Shopping @ Roseville with May & Grace. Oh how i miss them & those high school days.

No lines, not many people. felt weird cos i usually go when there's hella people.

Bought some stuff of course. haha

+jacket @ h&m

+hat @ wetseal

+jeans & scarf @ love culture

+them thangs @ victoria secret

i still want to go to forever 21 & buy this top & cutesy casual dress. 

love-based relationships

I can't exactly explain what being in a relationship is like. the arguments, the feelings, every emotion between 2 people is completely indescribable & confusing. The negative aspect to it is what hurts the relationship. it can end up leading to a stronger relationship, or simply to a fading relationship. The positive aspect is what people yearn for. When entering a long relationship, its like you see more of the negative aspect rather than the positive aspect. I don't get how to keep that spark from the beginning when 2 people are just in the phase of "talking". Things change, nothings lasts forever. Mistakes occur, lack of trust overpowers. Once mistakes happen, it is never let go bcos although one may know they did wrong in the past, it STiLL hurts the other. How can one gain back the trust to how things used to be. Answer it, it may be impossible. how can you let go of something that terribly hurt you enough to a point where you feel heart broken . truth is, you really never know unless you get hit right back at the same situation. . . .
in the end. WE GOT THiS =D
hey babe, lets argue again and call me a nigga ONE MORE TIME & i'll laff . HAHAHAHAHHA.
i swear that wont get old (;